Haha...today we had lots of fun together! At first, our plans is to go hotpot culture for steamboat but in the end we went to changi airport to eat Popeyes!hahaha=P Though change of plans but it's alright. At least it is nice too.=P

Throughout the whole journey, we took lots of photos due to my craziness and random.hahaha!xD i was damn crazy with her today that i acted like a little kid when i reached changi airport.heehee=P It was fun though.Anyway, thats all for today!hahaha...=P goodnight everyone!

11:15 PM sprinklinq love Y

Hey people...im back again!hahaaha...=P been busy with school and other things, don't really have time to blog.Anyways, only good things will be shared here with everyone who visits my blog.^^ heehee...

I can't wait to eat steamboat with my friend this thursday!!hahahah=P we got a long to-do list lor...almost everything is about eat, eat and eat..But of course, there is also shoppings too...=D can't wait to have holidays now...though only two weeks but it's okay.We still able to have fun and enjoy our holidays...hahaa xD can't wait~

6:12 PM sprinklinq love Y

Hmm...i guess all these while i've been negative about certain things which i shouldn't think so much.Maybe this is the beginning of my turning point of my life.Everything's gonna be different for me.



It's definitely true that people do change, and nothing last forever.我开始相信老爸所说的话了。在中学的友情是很难长久到出去社会工作。一但我们离开了学校，我和她也许就没办法在那么要好了。也许只是我胡思乱想或者是我太敏感了。我不清楚什么事该做，什么不该做。我也不知道在博格里，有什么不能说，什么能说。

我好想放弃做人，放弃寻找自己想象的地方，放弃做人的道理。

我不明白为什么有时候我能理解，有时却不能。人的心思真的难以琢磨。

10:11 AM sprinklinq love Y

11:44 PM sprinklinq love Y

What can i do to stop this stupid feeling??Why can't i just move on with my life?I hate myself for crying so much,i hate myself for being so stupid in relationship...After reading back my own diary,i felt so bad for what i have been doing and behaved.Why did i even live in this world in the first place?No matter how much i have wish to go back to the past,it will never happen and it's fate that make me feel this way right now bah?I felt like giving up,felt like stopping school and just stay home for reflection for the whole year...but,i can't right?

I need solutions,i need to know the source of our problems girl...I'm devastated girl girl...i felt very pain right now...excruciatingly pain.Like you've said that tears will dry up,time will heal my wound but i don't feel that at all...None of it helps even till now,months has gone by.I guess i need a person to talk to right now very badly...='(

想回到过去(want to go back to the past...)

6:09 PM sprinklinq love Y

Hmm...it's been quite some time that i didn't blog.Recently,i felt that though i have lots of friends but no one is really there when i needed one.I have personal things to share but i don't know who would be there for me all the time.I've lost another person who can always let me rely on and now,I realised...I'm all alone.I'm always alone,nobody really know what i want.I felt that i almost couldn't live on in this world,in the school.If i remain quiet,people wouldn't even care if why i am so quiet,why i don't talk to anyone.They don't even bother to ask me to join in their fun anymore. ='( I'm still sad over things in the past,i'm still upset why i can't be like how i used to be in secondary school...I don't want this life that i am living right now!

I felt miserable without the confidence that even if i didn't talk much among friends,they would still talk to me and at least notice my existence.But now,my existence doesn't even matter.Nobody knows what am i thinking deep inside me.I hate this feeling of being lonely!i hate it!i hate it!

Someone~get me out of here...

6:42 PM sprinklinq love Y

Hmm...feel so miserable being sick..sigh=( why do i have to fall sick on the wrong time?Today suppose to go Sentosa with my friends but can't go with them le...so sad =( I have to stay home for these two days and i also felt very weak after i ate the medicine.I really hate falling sick.Hopefully i can recover on Monday.Also,i hope that my work shifts don't clash with my new job in Orchard...hmm...don't know if i can cope with both jobs and school...Just hope for the best.I don't wish to quit my job in popular,after working there for quite some time,i have some feelings there.So,hopefully i can don't need to quit any place.=)

Jia You!shan=P hope to get well soon...

11:54 AM sprinklinq love Y

Haha...Some photos are taken days before i rebond my hair...heehee^^ i look different leh!=P woohoo~ I'm so happy!^^ Anyway,just wanna upload these photos for some of my friends who haven't seen me for quite some time to see. =P hahaha!!^^ Eversince i rebond my hair,i've been laughing without any reasons randomly.heehee^^ I'm so Happy!!!=D

11:14 PM sprinklinq love Y

Welcome to peacelover18.blogspot.com
Love can be sweet,can be hurtful
it just depends on how you look at it...
for me,i just thnk there's pros and cons...
-by me...-

Lin Shan Shan Amy
A.k.a pussycat/sunshine
18/10/1991
18
NYP,Diploma in Business Management
Libra
pusslil@hotmail.com
l0ve =P

all about me!
first saw this world on 18 oct 1991 and laugh for the first time =P
i love to listen to music and read books when i'm free or even hanging out with friends:)

i don't like sports but i'm ok with cycling and playing badminton.

i love playing games such as action games or fighting games...kind of like a guy:P

Currently,all i wanted is to live like a fairytale so that there isn't any misery that make me felt so pain
i guess that's all about me... =P

♥Everlastiinq Happiness
♥Everlastiinq Love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
Piggy who...
Loves: eat(yummy-licious foods...)
Loves: sleep
Loves: *Make More Friends!
Loves: Hang out with all my friends
Loves: to slack
Loves: music!
Loves: enjoying
Loves: Surprises...
Loves: Birthday!
Loves: Traveling!!
Loves: Laughing!
Loves: Shoppings!
Loves: G.N.O (girls night out!)

liers
people who pretends
insects
Bitches
hates to hate
smelly places
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES
play with feelings
hate to get hurt
Alone
do household chores
being controlled
to lose something precious

Worldpeace
ChocolatesEmpire
New Storybooks!
New Clothes and Shoes
Total Makeover!
Find my true love soon...
To find someone who treasures me & loves me...
To travel with my love ones....
To find someone who understands me well
To learn pistol shooting
To be a policewoman/teacher/psychologist even dream of being a CEO of any company...haha=P